Somebody that I used to know

Somebody That I Used To Know lyrics

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I’ll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
And I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know…

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know

Somebody…

Loveless, Michiyuki Live cover

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXlQs13Lx50

Because embedding was disabled -3-

MFW I failed at killing Raam of Gears of War for the XXXth time. (Around XXth time, I started using youtube references and such.) Its either those fucking Nemacysts or those shit Krylls, Raam’s not much of a shit, it’s those fucking non significant creatures who are dealing shits to my shit

Preshading Tutorial ripped from the belly of the Net

So I’ve decided to take my part time hobby into full gear. Since I already got an airbrush set for Christmas, I really have no excuse to be lolcare about things. Especially after an 8-yrs-old kid won the Gunpla Builders tournament.

wtf is dis shit!

However, I realized that airbrushing isn’t as easy as I thought it would be. You have to consider the color/ paint mixture, base, the air pressure, and needle point. Not to mention the cleaning part and the usual shit. In addition to this concoction of lol, I’ve been wanting to try the pre-shading method. It has always mesmerized me how ozm those pictures on the gundam boxes.

But as always, it’s a ton of work and herping.

Nevertheless, it’s a challenge accepted!

Challenge Accepted!!!!!

**taken from this site, which also have the MAX -Technique, another option for pre-shading :  http://www.saint-ism.com/2009/09/gunpla-modelling-preshading/

Anime Expo 2011

Anime Expo ’11 is here again! And here are some of the photos/ cosplayers present. I’m not photographer, so pardon the crappy shots. If you think you can do better, go ahead and fix them. Just dont complain about my crappy shots.

I’ve always say “ooohhhhh next year, I’ll cosplay, for sure!” Then come AX, I’m garb in my own costume, cosplaying myself… Hopefully, next year that’ll change. I kind of found someone who’ll really cosplay with me… I think?

Anyways, more from my album : http://s94.photobucket.com/albums/l114/rakuenakai/Anime%20Expo/

Anyways, these are my dream cosplays:
Kikuri Hime from ShinMegami Tensei… one of my favorite demons

I forgot her name but, do want to cosplay her too!

And my most daring if ever it’ll be made possible:
Miku’s costume from Knife

This! If ever… super tons of wishful thinking ;_;

Husbandos~

The Red Comet. 3x faster than your average XXX. He’s also a man with a thousand names, playboy with your typical dashing prince charming looks and an iconic pedobear. Must I say more?
Though his name doesnt quite sound manly enough (but then again, in his universe, you seldom find a decent named character), his dashing looks is enough to kill.
He has a very big sword. He cleaves evil. He can shower you with cherry blossoms with his very big sword. Did I mention he has a very big sword?

There’s just no excuse

Today’s morning started me off with a soaking wet pair of canvas shoes. The rain wasnt that hard, and I’ve been avoiding puddles on the way, but somehow, it managed to get my favorite black canvass super wet.

Managed to get to class somewhat dry, turned in my paper, filled in a survey, and went vamoosh.
So far, so good.

I was supposed to go to work around 5pm, as a fill-in, and I got off class around 10:30 am. I have plenty of time to burn and I already know what to do about it. However, I have a big finals due tomorrow, and with this kind of rainy weather, I dont really feel like going to work. I mean, I would rather study at home than mooch off at my friend’s house, but I cant. I dont mind working, it’s just that I have a finals due tomorrow.

As I was on my way to my friend’s house to burn my time, I thought of calling work just to make sure I’m suppose to come in today. See, for the past few weeks, I’ve been coming in to fill in for a co-worker who had to take an emergency leave. I dont mind filling in for her, but the shit is, the hours they want me to work are kind of fucked up. Initially, I was told I was to work 7 hours, from 1 pm till 8pm. I was kind of tight, since I get off class around 11:30, rush-eat lunch and drive to work, etc., but I dont mind, extra money is always good.

But the shit was, when I got there, on my first day as a fill-in, I was told I was suppose to come in at 5pm, and get off at 8. I’m like wtf. They were telling me this as if I was suppose to know this kind of fucked up shit. I’m like, why didnt you tell me this? And I’m suppose to wait for 5 hours, then drive an extra 20 minutes here, just to work for 3 hours?

My director gave me some lousy explanations but I’m just like you know, fuck it. I took the offer and so far, as much as I hate the wait, I kind of benefitted from it, in a way that I get to take naps and stuff with the fucked up 5 hour break I ended up with.

Ok, so back to the present. The co-worker I was filling up for was said to come back in May. I regularly checked on this matter, because I seriously, dont want to waste 5 hours of waiting, gas, and bullshiterry, just to be sent home. For the past few times, I was told, they’re not sure, blah blah blah. I’m like, it’s not really their fault, since it’s the employee’s job to update their boss about their return, right?

So like, last weekend, I heard that this co-worker, was coming back. I asked my other co-worker about it, she said, she heard that so-and-so is coming back, but she’s not really sure,but just to be safe, call in before I come in so I wont waste shit. I’m like, well, I’m sure, our director will call me to let me know if so-and-so is back. (like fuck she would.)

Back to the present. I called work, and asked for my other co-worker to check if so-and-so is back. She said yes, so I was like, then I dont need to come in then?Why wasnt I informed? She said she wasnt sure and that I should talk to our director.

I called her, and she was “Oh, she’s back, and you dont have to come in today.” in a super annoying nonchalant tone.
I’m usually calm, but when I heard this, I couldnt stop myself. “Why didnt you inform me about this matter then?”

Director: “I only heard it last Saturday (wtf?) but it was still indefinite so I waited till today.”

Me: (looked at watch, 11:45 am, meaning, everybody has already been accounted for.) ” SO why didnt you call me? I would have showed up later for work for nothing?”

Director: “I’m sorry, but blah blah blah….” She talks so funny and weird, like she repeats the same words and context and sometimes they dont make sense.

Me: “K bye.”

So fucking pissed. I didnt want to listen to her blab anymore. She’s sweet and stuff but she’s super incompetent.

Anyways, I after I had my rants about this bullshittery with my friend, I went home to nap and hopefully study. Fucking shit. I ended up having a heavy headache and some nausea and vomitting. As I’m writing this entry, I can feel my head swirl and my knees weak. I could barely stand up earlier.

Fuck this shit

herp derpy week is herpy derpy week

When this week began, I thought, I hit the jackpot as free stuff began pouring like rain. I scored free tickets to a local theme park, got invited to 2 free lunches consecutively and had a fun night out with some gal pals. So it was kinda going smoothly considering I’m in my cram week.

Or is it?

A day after I had my happy days, shit began raining hard. I failed a practicum and barely passed the other one. I failed because I was too nervous, after seeing a lot of students returning from the test area in a shitty mood. They said the teacher was a Hitler, or they were so nervous they made a slight mistake, then BAM! Failed! So, yeah, my nerves were going hijinkies. Its not like I didnt study or anything. I did. It’s just that I dont work well under pressure. If my instructor wasn’t that tired, she would have failed me on that small error I did. Because of this, I had to do a make up for that failed practicum. And I passed.

Not so bad, yeah?

Not really. For the past few days of this week, I have been working on a big essay. It racks up a big portion of my grade, so I had been working on it really hard. A day before I had to turn it in, I asked someone to do some grammar check and quality checking of sorts(he’s been wanting to help me out, since he knew the pressure I was undergoing because of this essay). He had an entire day to do it, and I also emphasized that I need it as soon as possible. He said yes.

The night before the due date, I asked him for the paper. He said nonchalantly, “Oh, It’s not done yet.” This was like 2am in the morning, I have 5 hours for sleep and 6 hours before the paper is due. I’m like, “what do you mean ‘it’s not done yet’?” Around this time, I’m starting to freak out. That paper still needs a conclusion, but I can pull that in 10 minutes, in an ideal setting. He’s like, ‘well, I thought  you said you dont need it yet.’

What followed was a super raeg shitstorm. I ended up bullshitting the conclusion and did some lol checking. You would argue that I should have done the checking on my own. I did, before I turned it to that person, but the thing is, I know I tend to overlook things and shit like that. That has been my deficit when it comes to writing. It’s hard for me to edit and check my own works. So anyways, I ended up staying until 3:30 am doing my project. Went to bed, etc.,

On my way to class, I was soooo sleepy, I had to constantly slap my thighs, pinch my cheeks and bite my tongue, just to stay awake. When I got to class, same shit. It was a real effort dragging my ass to class, stay awake (though I slipped into the lures of a quick nap for a couple of secs) and actually pay attention. After class, went straight home to recover sleep, but instead I was faced with lolwtfisdisshitstorm.

Didn’t want to deal with it, so after hearing a handful, went to my room and napped. Things were finally getting better. Or so I thought.

Lolwtfisdisshitstorm part II hit me. Not to mention /x/’s talk about BEKs and Nope.jpg threads about 3am shits and stuff made me stay up wide awake from 3-4:30 am. I’m blaming my dog for this case. He woke me up at exactly 3 am so he could shit outside, but since /x/ successfully mindfucked me, I was too chicken to go out with him. I waited until 4:10 and kicked him out. because of this, again, I didn’t get my good sleep. And I don’t function well without my sleep.

So I had to do the same stunt on my way to class, just to stay wide awake, though not as bad. Had a couple of 3 secs dozing in class. After class ended, dropped by some stuff over at friend’s house, then went to return some dog stuff. On my way home, I had this super urge to pee. At least 20 minutes away from home, so I thought, I could hold it in.

Barely did.

And after that, I was in happy dreamland. I intend to have a good night sleep tonight too, so will be staying away from /x/.