Jumping the Deadpool bandwagon

I grew up reading my brother’s “illegal” stash of Marvel comics under his bed.  No, it’s not one of those porn versions comics, rather, back then, those comics were considered contraband inside my grandmum’s house. Thus the term “illegal”. Nonetheless, it didnt stopped my brother and I from collecting them. So Cable, Spiderman, X-men and others were a household name for me. We also loved watching those animated Marvel shows, especially the X-men and Spider man. During those times, we would hold our pee, farts and other shits until the commercial break. It was sacred time. No one dared to interrupt.

My brothers also taught me the killer combos for Marvel VS Capcom arcade. I remember being stuck with them for an hour, inhaling the cigarette smoke-body odor air concoction that filled the atmosphere of the arcade. I remember, my older brother’s fave team was Gambit and Wolverine, or Wolverine and Jin. People would raeg quit once my bro fires up his favorite moves that consists of Gambit’s Royal Flush, or Cajun Explosion while Wolverine finishes up the remainder of the hp bar. I followed their footsteps few years and started smashing buttons in arcades, ( my fave team was Morrigan and Jin) but due to perverts hovering around too much and my allergic rhinitis escalating, I quit.

I almost forgot those memorable Marvel-ous days up till recently. It wasnt because of the Avengers movie that caused the reminiscent. It was the spam of Deadpool images on my tumblr.

At first I thought it was a Spider-man rip-off, but I was dead wrong. This guy has the best humor and philosophy ever.

LOL

I’ve been familiar with the guy but I never knew the real deal behind him. So now’s my chance, and hopefully, these pics grabbed from Google search (therefore, they’re property of other people and of course, Marvel) pull you into his fandom.

Release my soul

Oh Take a look in the mirror you look so sad
It’s so cold like that winter market we used to go
I don’t cry anymore but I feel so hurt

**
So I don’t need you to close too me
You don’t hear me so you said
I don’t know why thing have changed since yesterday

***
This could be love again
All I need is you
Come back, I’m waiting anytime,
The heavy rains come
Still I miss days with you
I can’t look into your face
Oh feeling blue and looking back again
Please come back to me

Repeat * ** ***

To stay with you, always
You are the world to me, and dreaming on
So you can take my sword  for you
How do you feel, so fine
You are the world to me, and dream on
You stole my heart so long ago
Oh I release my soul
So you feel my song

 

The ruined city is still beautiful
I’m waiting a long time for your return
in my hand a forget-me-not flower.

It might be just like a bird in the cage
How could I reach to your heart?
I need you to be stronger than anyone
I release my soul so you can feel my song

Raindrops are my tears,
wind is my breath and my story,
branches and leaves are my hands,
because my body is wrapped in roots.
When comes the season of a thaw,
I’m awake and sing a song.
The forget-me-not that you gave me
is here.

Do you still remember?
Do you still remember your word that you gave to me?
Do you still remember?
Do you still remember the day when you…?

When the season of the forget-me-not comes
I will sing a song.
When the season of the forget-me-not comes, I’ll call you

Do you still remember?
Do you still remember your word that you gave to me?
Do you still remember?
Do you still remember the day when you…?

It could be the whole of the problem，change your body
I need you to be stronger than anyone
I release my soul so you feel my breath
Feel my move

Raindrops are my tears,
wind is my breath and my story,
branches and leaves are my hands,
because my body is wrapped in roots.
When comes the season of a thaw,
I’m awake and sing a song.
The forget-me-not that you gave me
is here.

~ lyrics taken from Gendou.com

 

Somebody that I used to know

Somebody That I Used To Know lyrics

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I’ll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
And I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know…

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know

Somebody…

Loveless, Michiyuki Live cover

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXlQs13Lx50

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Never say no to Panda!

Today’s a bittersweet day for me. A true definition of “End starts a NEW BEGINNING” quote.

I’ll be saying goodbye to one of the best place *from my POV*  to work and start another that defines my real profession. This job I’m saying good bye to, nurtured my cheerful personality and made me feel home away from home. Sure, it has its downsides, especially when it’s peak season or when we’re one man down, but by the end of the day, we still have shits and giggles brewing.

by the end of a long day of work, this never fails to show up on my face

The nice and honest compliments customers give are a real heart warmer too. Every time I see a customer post a praise our effort, I get really happy inside. I mean, that sense of being complimented without even knowing that it’ll appear like that, is a real heart warmer.

Seriously, when I got the news that I have to say goodbye to this epic place, I had this tight knot brewing inside my entire body, and my head felt like a ton of  pressure was building up my head. I was close to tears while thinking of a less painful way of saying good bye. Sure, this job  isn’t that glorious, well paying but the experience was well worth it.

my face most likely when I tell my boss

So really, I dont know how to word my resignation. I dont know if I’ll have a straight face when I tell them I’m resigning. It feels like I betrayed them or something. Truthfully, I already saw this coming, but I never expect it to be this sudden.

I’ve talked to a couple of people to get their views on this matter, and logically, they have almost the same opinion about it. In a practical sense, yes, the path I’m heading to is much, much better and sacrifices are needed. But…

It’s really getting hard to type. My eyes are just watering up and I dont want to cry. I still have to work on my homework. I need to save my strength.

But really. It hurts. It really does. Its like, betraying your own family…

 

EDIT: EVERYTHING WENT LOLOZM. Boss was like “you’re fired!” I went “BUT I’M QUITTING?!”

 

GO KITTY!

RG 1/144 RX-178 Gundam MK-II (Release Date: Apr 2012, Price: 2500 yen)

RG 1/144 Gundam MK-II

Release Date: Apr 2012

Price: 2500 yen

MFW I failed at killing Raam of Gears of War for the XXXth time. (Around XXth time, I started using youtube references and such.) Its either those fucking Nemacysts or those shit Krylls, Raam’s not much of a shit, it’s those fucking non significant creatures who are dealing shits to my shit